Forever in my heart

Extraordinary Barbie makeover! Amazingly beautiful. Call me crazy but I just miss my Barbie collection. Used to have thirteen Barbies, three Kens, 3 Kelly s and loads of Barbie furniture i.e a lovely bedroom, dining room, kitchen, bathroom with a tub and sink, study room, a picnic bicycle, a Barbie Jeep and a big wardrobe full of cool clothes. All those tiny shoes, dresses were so cute and pretty! Missing them terribly. Well, truth to be told, I had once brought them to class for a public speaking module and yea, I blabbed about my ultimate Barbie collection. Forgive me, I knew there were thousands of topics that I could talk about but I was just not ready to grow up at that particular time. Teehee ^___^

Whatever it is, I know they are in safe hands now because I decided to pass them down to my relatives. See, I'm old enough to know what's best for my Barbies, lol. Well take care Barbies. Miss all of you.

You know I love you! xoxo (",)

-You'll always be a part of me, I'm part of you definitely (Mariah Carey)-

I think I want to learn how to sew. For real. I dont know when, but I will definitely do it someday! InshaAllah :)

-I can't figure it out, something about her (Ne-Yo)-

Can I have a doll house for my 22nd birthday?

-I'm a barbie girl, in a barbie world (Aqua)-

If the Queen of England hadn't approved the independence agreement, Malaysia might still be ruled by England.

If Malaysia was ruled by England, Malaysia might not have Bahasa Malaysia as the national language.

If Bahasa Malaysia was not the national language, I might not have to register into British Council.

If I hadn't registered into British Council, I wouldn't have met some wonderful friends.

If I hadn't met some wonderful friends, I might have the same circle of friends.

If I had the same circle of friends, God knows what will happen to me :)


I wrote those phrases when I was doing some exercises in class. I really miss British Council and my classmates. I miss traveling back and forth between Kelana Jaya and KLCC every single day for a fortnight. I will never forget this journey and it will always be a part of me, forever <3

p/s : Take care Amira, Almas, Rinchen, Jun, Jason, Chew, Hossein, Ayub, Abdul Karim, Rashad, Janja and that funny Iraq guy.. I forgot his name! Sorry ;(

-As we go on, we remember all the times we had together (Vitamin C)-

Everyone says that love hurts, but that's not true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Everyone confuse these things with love, but in reality, LOVE is the only thing in this world that covers up all the pain and makes us feel wonderful again.

Happy 14th love.

-Keep holding on (Avril Lavigne)-

Someone once said, "Don't let anyone tell you that you have to be a certain way. Be unique. Be what you feel".

In my case, sometimes I just don't feel that way. I mean being unique. Maybe it's just me trying a little bit too hard to be what people expected me to be. I don't want to judge nor to be judged. I just want to be happy. Happy being myself. Don't take this the wrong way, I am happy. I am just wondering, what is it like to be someone that you're not.

-Me, myself and I (Beyonce)-